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Dance 4 fund

2009-04-23T23:04:00.002+08:00

Dance for fund is a event organised by the NRA in ngee ann. Its like a dance competition, and all aced schools in ngee ann particaipated, and danced their ass out. I wanted to and supposed to dance for MDE. Very easy dance. It was the same one as the mde orientation mass dance. But since there were already many guys i choose not to. HAHA. The student leaders KINDLY asked me if i still wanted to dance. LOL. I knew wat they were trying to say, so i myself opt out. HAHA. By the way, they needed couples to dance. Then i no partner somemore. SAD=( I went for the rehearsal, just did not dance for the final thing.

But but....i became a SUPPORTER.

HAHA, during the whole event, mde made the most noise. Keep cheering. I can't believe even i can go so high. After all performance, mde and another school was choosed to dance 1 final time to determine the first 2 places. Then....My whole support grp went down infront the stage and danced with them. And guess wat....WE WON.

HAHA, Nice moments. Winning sure does feels good. Goosebumps everywhere. LOL. Everyone celebrating like crazy. At first..the student leaders say "winning is not important, participation is" Because they were saying our dance like CMI. HAHA, but the other schools CBCMI.

K bye..LOL.

Confidence

2009-04-11T01:17:00.002+08:00

Hey

I don't know whether should i say its co-incidental, but it seems like this past 1 week.. everything i do, points out to the lack of confidence i have. All started when i had to plan for a ubin trip for the sec 3s. Last thursday, i went ubin with some of my squadmates to recee the place before the actual thing....There..i noticed that they keep shooting all the flaws that i had in the plan, instead of actually giving ideas to improve it. Then, i sort of lost all the confidence that i had in me. I felt so lousy that my eyes were almost teary. Throats shaky. Felt as if they were not my squadmates...

Then i came back home and talked to shannon. He said, i must learn to take all "shooting" (so to speak). He cleary stated that i had to have more confidence too. I am a very shy, no confident person. I admit. But i am not proud of it. i want a change. I know i had to do something.

Then the following days everything i did reminded me of confidence, like going infront of a large group, standing infront of a group to share my views and even voicing out my own thoughts and so on.

Whenever i am with a group...you'd never hear me. I am that quite. Always been that way till now recently, i can feel that i am changing.

Hopefully to the better.......

Nothing yet

2009-04-01T01:14:00.002+08:00

Hello..people

If in any case, you are wondering why i am not updating my blogs often, its because nothing special is happening for me to do so. In my everyday life, i can't find anything to blog about.

So yea..if there happen to be any...i will post.

By the way..something that i felt today..."guys are more emotional than girls".

Wasting time

2009-03-13T06:40:00.003+08:00

Hey-lo

Actually there is nothing much to type today. Just wanna post something only. lol.

Whole morning wasted, because i slept till abt 1 pm. HAHA.

Then afternoon oso wasted, because i was so bored that i played ps3 all the way till abt 6pm.

Evening oso wasted, because i took two buses to meet jun xiang at suntec, when actually i could have taken the mrt. Best part is that...the journey was abt 2 hours.

Night oso SOMEHOW wasted, because i was spending the WHOLE night with shannon, jun xiang, shi jie and poh shen. Abt 5 hours talking and laughing. Not a complete waste though.

*i dun know why is it so hard for the group of ass wipes to talk in english. 75% of the time they are talking in some other dialect. Then i down there like some retard looking directly at their faces...even then.....i cannot get their attention.

So..as i said, i have nothing much to say. I have 1 last thing to say and it goes like this....

BYE BYE

Long time since!

2009-03-09T01:54:00.002+08:00

Hey-loooooooo

It has really been a long long long time since i typed something here.

First it was due to the internet problems. Then, when it was fixed, the com took its turn. More like the com took a month off. I decided to blog now...because of shannon who commented that i rarely blog. I am not disagreeing...lol

By the way..this month, and the previous one, was awesome. Was introduced to alot of new stuff. And i really mean alot. Started playing lan like everyday. Usually..infact everytime, it was the game "left 4 dead" that attracted me to the gaming world.

Then recently i have not been doing much....just waiting to finish my poly registration. Need to get a laptop too. =}

I think thats all for now.

Day at kallang

2009-02-15T21:38:00.002+08:00

Hey-lo

Today morning went to expo for City Harvest church service. Although i am not a christian, i really like to open up and learn more abt other religions. The experience there was awesome. Nothing like i expected. Wei yi sir told me that the church is being relevent to today's people. Enjoyed the talk too. HAHA.

After that went out with sir wei yi and a couple of his friends. A jolly group can say. Then...went to kallang meet dean.

There..he was waiting for sharina. And i was waiting for vijay. lol. I was told that they end their lessons at abt 6. But i was there at abt 3. So we walk walk walk and walk. Until the screws in our head came loose. HAHA. If you don't know what i mean....WE WERE LIKE NO LIFE, RETARDED.

Then we teach the 'sea' to sing all npcc song that we know. This part really confirms that we were behaving like retards. I bet people were thinking that we might be gays. HAHA.

At 7pm sharina and vijay came ....

Vijay went back home, I went back home, Dean and shar went for dinner.

Saifuddin have passed his emo-ness to her.

After chalet

2009-02-13T02:39:00.002+08:00

Hey-lo

I am back after chalet. The most fun chalet i have ever been to. The meals were awesome.

1st day lunch- subway
1st day dinner-pastamania
2nd day lunch-KFC
2nd day dinner-just acia

Playing true or dare at night was cool. The night i am refering to is abt 1-2am. lol.
Oh since drinking alcohol was against my policy...i was drinking sparkling juice during the whole time.

And for the first time..i saw cockroach mating outside macdonalds. HAHA. It was when we, no life people, decided to take a walk.

I laughed my ass out during the 3 days. Got to understand a couple of my friends too.

Soooooo now i am looking forward for the other chalet that shannon promised me. HAHA

Will keep u posted!! BYE

Job application

2009-02-05T00:27:00.003+08:00

Today Saifuddin, Sharina , Francis, Jeremy and me......went to apply for a job at toy r'us. Oh and there was another guy. The smarter ass, but i forgot his name. Some chinese name. lol.

Went to pizza hut first. Although i did not eat..i watched them eat. So sadden, they did not offer me 1 piece. HAHA. While they were eating, i and francis went to carrefour to buy me 2 buns. Oh and for your info, that was my lunch.

After lunch we went up to submit the application thingy, and..we started playing like kids. Sry sharina, i stole your line. LOL. We were like 10 years younger. Playing with swords, action figures, remote cars, dolls and soft toys. Worst thing was... i somehow became a princess with wand. Should be wondering why right? Francis put on me a crown, Sharina put on me a beady necklace and i chose to hold a wand. With that, i became the "prince"ss. Francis took a photo..i wonder if i can get it. lol. Ok, bottom line is...we had fun there. HAHA

Then we went to swensens. Thanks to some rich people..i got an ice cream for free. That was a treat by that guys. I had to share the ice cream with francis. His mouth was so small, that allowed me to get a BIGGER share. LOL.

After ice cream we went to hougang and dispersed. Ohh, This i gotta say...francis has got a very wierd and funny laughter. He is a person who makes people around him happy. And he keeps them that way as long as he is with them. HAHA. Thank you francis.

For more details on my other good friends and brothers....keep reading my blogs. When the opportunities arise i will deliverrrrrr..........

Time to find the running shoes

2009-02-02T23:30:00.004+08:00

Hi..

Np starting soon but i am still "un-trained". How to face cadets like that, so i declare that now its the time to find my running shoes. Need to start training. First need to run. lol. Lazy though.

I have spent months having fun and not training. Everyday sit at home eat curry somemore. LOL. I need someone to train with me, so i think i will ask my best butty saifuddin...oh i mean best buddy. HAHA.

Outdoors.

2009-01-30T23:06:00.002+08:00

Today...what a tiring day. I only slept at 6am and woke up at 10.30am. First thing in the morning...had to rush to serangoon north for my mother. Then rush to hougang for my brother. Then rushed to rivervale plaza for myself. Rushing hour 3. lol. Oh..when i came back home, i was so tired that i went back to sleep. Zzz Zzz

Ring...Ring. That was my wake up call, from saifuddin. At abt 6pm..he called me out. SO i went out again and this time for my best friend. Wow . Rush hour 4th. lol. Since we had nothing better to do..we train our pull ups.

Then...met sharina and her group of friends at the prata house. Should be at 7.30. Oh ya...She called me dumb. I am not proud of it..but the fact is...she might be right abt that. I am only a little dumb. Ok, maybe a little more. But how could she....So, i myself started calling myself dumb. Its better than allowing her to insult me. lol. No offence though. HaHa.

Now back at home!!

First time for everything!

2009-01-30T03:42:00.000+08:00

Hello and welcome to the shadows.
Finally, i've started to blog. I don't know why i chose this day to start my blog... Maybe its because i am so confused today. Ya i know ..NO LINK. And by the way...today..is a special day for my friend. Ya i am refering to the "MAT'. Oh and don't forget the "MINAH". (dun mind the spelling). Today is somewhat a significant day of their L.Life. So to celebrate that..the loving couple and yee liang and ofcourse the great.. ME, went out to watch movie. But before the movie we had a (breakfast+lunch+dinner) at swensens. I ordered a food for 11 dollars but paid twice the amount. Yes...lol. Oh and even till now..i don't know the title of the movie we watched. Wierd right....facts are wierder than fiction. lol. I am so confused today because...I am having this strange felling that i am missing something at this point in/of life. It's obvious that i don't know what it is, so don't bother asking me WHAAAAT. If i manage to find out what it is..then, i will inform the readers.(which includes you).
So..i would like to say that i missed francis and ya, vijay too. And BYE BYE