Dance 4 fund

Dance for fund is a event organised by the NRA in ngee ann. Its like a dance competition, and all aced schools in ngee ann particaipated, and danced their ass out. I wanted to and supposed to dance for MDE. Very easy dance. It was the same one as the mde orientation mass dance. But since there were already many guys i choose not to. HAHA. The student leaders KINDLY asked me if i still wanted to dance. LOL. I knew wat they were trying to say, so i myself opt out. HAHA. By the way, they needed couples to dance. Then i no partner somemore. SAD=( I went for the rehearsal, just did not dance for the final thing.

But but....i became a SUPPORTER.

HAHA, during the whole event, mde made the most noise. Keep cheering. I can't believe even i can go so high. After all performance, mde and another school was choosed to dance 1 final time to determine the first 2 places. Then....My whole support grp went down infront the stage and danced with them. And guess wat....WE WON.

HAHA, Nice moments. Winning sure does feels good. Goosebumps everywhere. LOL. Everyone celebrating like crazy. At first..the student leaders say "winning is not important, participation is" Because they were saying our dance like CMI. HAHA, but the other schools CBCMI.

K bye..LOL.

Confidence

Hey

I don't know whether should i say its co-incidental, but it seems like this past 1 week.. everything i do, points out to the lack of confidence i have. All started when i had to plan for a ubin trip for the sec 3s. Last thursday, i went ubin with some of my squadmates to recee the place before the actual thing....There..i noticed that they keep shooting all the flaws that i had in the plan, instead of actually giving ideas to improve it. Then, i sort of lost all the confidence that i had in me. I felt so lousy that my eyes were almost teary. Throats shaky. Felt as if they were not my squadmates...

Then i came back home and talked to shannon. He said, i must learn to take all "shooting" (so to speak). He cleary stated that i had to have more confidence too. I am a very shy, no confident person. I admit. But i am not proud of it. i want a change. I know i had to do something.

Then the following days everything i did reminded me of confidence, like going infront of a large group, standing infront of a group to share my views and even voicing out my own thoughts and so on.

Whenever i am with a group...you'd never hear me. I am that quite. Always been that way till now recently, i can feel that i am changing.

Hopefully to the better.......

Nothing yet

Hello..people

If in any case, you are wondering why i am not updating my blogs often, its because nothing special is happening for me to do so. In my everyday life, i can't find anything to blog about.

So yea..if there happen to be any...i will post.

By the way..something that i felt today..."guys are more emotional than girls".